Can't really think of anything right now.
I just feel like typing away.

But, yeah I'm a bit frustrated right now.
I don't feel like going back to a normal school.
Meaning go to the establishment itself everyday.
I kinda feel good having it at home.

I know all the interaction is good.
But, right now I just don't want it.

Introvert much~ -.-

My family had been nagging me about it.
Family meaning every single one of my uncle's, aunt's, cousins the whole EFFIN clan.
And, I'm sick of it.

What's the diff if I get my education at home~?
I think the only thing that matters is that I get it properly.
Isn't it?

But, I bet the school I get it from matters a whole lot for them.
Man, every time there's a UAAP or NCAA game going on.
My family would gather at the ancestral home and watch it together.
Wearing their alma mater's  color or jersey the of their favorite player.
And when the game starts better get your ear plugs (or something help you save your pretty ear drums from breaking.) ready.

I'm not against it.
I'm even enjoying it.
La SAlle Ateneo rivalry.
And supporting Letran~ Woot!! XD

But the thing is, I don't want them to force me into going back to school for this reasons:

*Diploma from a known school.
Which I'm gonna get anyway~

*Additional supporter for the team.

Heh~
I didn't even enroll to a school any of the went to.
So not much of a use for that one.

I tried talking to them.
But man are they stubborn!
I have finished 1 already and I think that was good enough.
When I told them I wanted another one after I finished the 1st one,
They totally peeved me about this and that and everything.
That its not a good idea.

Now that I'm not interested anymore.
They are peeving me again!!!
When  I gave them a chance~
They said if I don't want to continue just say it.
Well. I did say it.
And now, I'm at a home school program.
They want me to go back to waking up at 6 or 7 am.
Taking a cold shower and what not~

I DONT WANT IT!!!!!

S-San (one of the Japanese staff members of Tohoshinki) made a recent post in his blog confirming the rumours about Music Station's refusal to invite DBSK into their program.

Many fans have been speculating for quite some time the reason why DBSK never appeared on the show, especially with the recent #1 on weekly Oricon (their third one, which broke a record as foreign artist with three #1s). DBSK has been consistently in the top 10 weekly in Japanese Oricon charts with their singles and last album. Music Station usually invites singers in top 10 in Oricon atleast once to perform. However, this has not been the case with DBSK, as S-San points out even with the insistence of the company to let them on fairly.

Their lack of promotions in such a major show as Music Station has become jarringly apparent and discussion spring up everytime they release a single as to why they are still not invited. Majority say that its because of Johnny's Entertainment stronghold on Music Station, pointing out that no bands/artists that posed a threat to that agency have ever been invited

Comment ko~
S-san really made a lot of noise.
But, yeah it seems so much like a conspiracy to me too.
What is with TVXQ that they don't want to invite them to the show~
Oh well it's their loss anyways~

Even if they put the Cd's, Dvd's or what ever the hell that is~
On the DARKEST corner of the shop....
I'm pretty sure that the Cassiopeia won't stop looking in their shops to find TVXQ stuffs~
TVXQ has broken A WHOLE LOT of RECORDS to prove themselves worthy of our attention.
The WHOLE WORLD knows and LOVES them.

So Music Station is really not much of a big deal.
If JE boycotts MS well that must be really a big loss.
Since JE pretty much handles all the pretty boys and bands in Japan,
So offending them is a MAJOR NO NO for a lot of stations~

In this case if they chose TVXQ over the many JE bishies....
Man, their company is going down.
For them many is still better than one~
And that Many is JE.

In the end I don't really care if MS features TVXQ.
I don't really care what channel or program they go on to.
If there's TVXQ I'll watch it and will support it.

The tittle pretty much says it all.
I'M EFFIN PISSED AND I FEEL LIKE BUSTING OUT RIGHT ABOUT NOW~!!!!!!
&t*&^&%$^*%*^#&^%*&
AAARRRGGGGHHHH~!!!!
DAMN IT~!!!
I feel like punching someone I just can say who it is....
If I do my school days will pretty much end there.
AMPNESS~!!!!
She's some sort of biggie in our school she's the niece of this official.
Meaning she's untouchable.
She's been pissing me off for the past 4 months already~
Yeah, even during vacation she didn't eff off my life.
I WISH THE EARTH WILL JUST CRACK OPEN AND SWALLOW THE OBJECT OF MY DISPLEASURE~!!!!
So I can peacefully go on with my perfectly dis-functional life.

This was a LOOONG TIME AGO pa~

I was watching this random show on T.V daw
Then I saw this poster ng SuJu tapos andun si Boy Abunda to interview them...
(HomeBoy....?)
From behind the tarpo lumabas si Chullie tapos si DongHae.... last si SungMin.
Tapos yung background song Rokkugo~
Initerview sila ni Boy Abunda pero di ko naintindihan kung ano yung pinag-uusapan nila~
I was just focusing my eyes on DongHae ~
Ang weird talaga kasi si SungMin naman yung trip ko~!!!
I was screaming eveytime they would focus the camera on DongHae...
(Dito siguro magsimula yung adicction ko sa leeg nya~ XD)

Tapos biglang nagiba nang scene si Kris Aquino naman yung kasama nila...
Parang PressCon yung scene...
Andun ako kasama yung isang field journalist ng lolo ko.
Habang papalabas ako dun sa Conference hall umiinom ako ng 'Milkis' may nabanaga ako.
Muntik na siyang matapunana nung drink ko~ tapos pagtingin ko pareho pala kami ng iniinom, when I was about to ask if he was hurt.
Pagtingin ko si SungMin pala!!! O_________O
Ngumiti siya tapos tinuro niya yung hawak kong can sabay sabi nang 'You like Milkis?'
I was like 'Yeah....' *utak biglang nag pentium 2*
For some reason bigla na lang kaming nagtawanang dalawa then fell on a flow of conversation.

Hai~
Bat ang weird ng mga panaginip ko~
Madalas pa naman nag kaka to-too yung mga dreams ko~
Hai ayokong mag pentium 2 ang brain cells ko pag nakita ko ang SuJu~
Nakakahiya >_<
Tsaka kailangan kong magpa picture sa kanila if ever~
Kaya kailangan hindi siya pentium 2~ XD

Last night I re-dreamed the one I had of Jaejoong from last sem.
The reason I got hooked with 'A 1000 Miles' by Vanessa Carlton again.
It was the exact same one~
What the heck.... re-runs on dreams~?!! Just like the anime's and dramas on TV?!!
Anyways here's the dream.


The night before Valentines
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I was talking to someone on web cam.
It was Valentines day then.
The face of the other person was blurry~
We were talking about everything and anything under the sun.
Then he said he was gonna play something for me since he was not with me that Valentines.
He said it was his gift to me, and he hope I would like it.
So he sat on the piano and started to play.
His face started to look clear.
He played 'A 1000 Miles'.
Then suddenly I started crying.
After he played he came to the screen on his end.
He asked if I liked it.
When he saw that I was crying.
He made a comment about me  crying co'z he played horribly.
Then he said sorry for making me cry, while mimicking wiping my tears.
I was not able to say anything but I miss him.
He said he missed me too.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Then I woke up~
I was like WTF IS JAEJOONG DOING IN MY EFFIN DREAM?!!!
Good thing I woke up after that.
GAHD~!!! I might have experienced a heart attack in the middle of my dream. O_O
Jaejoong in my dream is SOOO EFFIN MUCH~!!!!
Daydreams are good enough but night ones too~

Last time when I had this dream.
My Japanese Boyfriend flew from Korea since he was having this exchange program there.
He flew to the Philippines to celebrate Valentines with me.
When he said he had another gift for me aside from the lovely tulips he handed me when  he arrived at the airport.
I was like no more please.... my cheesecake is no match for this trip, tulips, and another one that I don't even know of yet.
When we arrived at my place he sat on the piano and started playing... 'A 1000 Miles.'
I was like WTF is this my dream brought to life minus the web came thingy scene?!!
O_O
Apparently not.....
After Valentines he flew back to Korea since he will be having his exams.
Then after a few weeks we had a MAJOR FIGHT.
Which ended my 4 year fairytale with him as my prince charming.

Now that I had that dream again....
I felt happy~
But I had a lot of ideas going bananas in my head.
Will something bad happen again?
Good thing there's no chance of me breaking up with somebody....
Since I don't have a Boyfriend as of the moment.
*sigh*
I hope this time around it will be something good.
Something better than having Jaejoong in my dreams.


 



 
 

Why is Saturday so FREAKIN LONG OF A WAIT~?!!!
Why doesn't it come SOONER..... LIKE RIGHT NOW~!!!
I'm just SOOO VERY EXCITED for this event I can't wait~!!! XD
For over a week I can't think straight.
I almost flunked my first quiz in Statistics~ >O<
I know that's bad.....
But event like this don't happen often~
So there, I'm so Effing GIDDY~!!! XD
And added to that, when I read this rumor...
I FREAKIN CAN'T HOLD STILL~!!! NYA~!!


"SM Entertainment talents VJ Isak and Kim Jae Joong of TVXQ together with Evan of Click-B will be presenting current music plus news about K-pop culture in the process supporting domestic musicians' activities abroad and providing overseas viewers with the latest Korean pop music and information.

Kim Jae Joong's schedule slots the invitation from Arirang to replace Min Kyung Hoon as the surprise guest who will be flying to Manila for a quick appearance to the event and will fly back to Japan on the same day."
source: KEHG "

Evan is enough reason for me to smile for whole year, but with this..
I can say, 'Lord you can take me a week after Saturday~'
Why a week?
Well I love the feeling of being high~ XD
If this is true I hope he stay's put at the stage so I can take a good picture of him~ XD
Better if he stays for an hour or 2 more.
So he could sign autographs~!!!
Man why is my fangirl stuffs in the province~
Erm.. yeah I was keeping it away from my FanGir; of a mom's hands~!!
Oh well he can sign my shirt~!!! (^_____^)v
LORD MAKE SATURDAY COME SOON~!!!!!
CAN WAIT~!!!!

Junsu:

Honey ~
I don't know where we would be, but...
If you'd be my wife, I'll make you the happiest person on Earth.
And I'll sing for you whenever you want me to.

YooChun:

Dear ~
I don't know where she is right now.
But by the time I meet her,
[I don't know who but when I meet her]
I would have been a man who's capable and ready
Let's stay happy together for a long, long time.

Jaejoong:

Baby~
When we get married, I won't stay out all night
Out of 3 meals, I'll make at least one meal a day
And I'll be a husband who never grows a beer gut
I'll be really good to you, so please just have a cute baby

(Im starting to like Changmin oppa more and more co'z of this pic~ XD)

ChangMin:

Wife (spouse) ~
I'll be home soon so just wait for me with the dinner ready.

YunHo:

Wife ~ { with his Jun-La-Do}
I know you've been waiting for me
I'll love you to make up for all the times
you've waited for me and for the rest of the time
Just trust me.
And let's go see our kid at the school's sports day.
-------------------------------------------

JaeHo's proposal won my heart~!!

Daydream portion~!!!

Lestat even if you have a beer belly I won't mind.

As long as I can stay by your side~ ^_^

Don't mind the cooking. I know you love to cook. 

But oppa will be very tired from work already~

So I'll do it for you so oppa can rest~!! 

But I'll let you do it from time to time.  So you won't miss it so much^_^

i won't be only giving you kawaii babies~ disciplined to like oppa~!!

Just not that many as what Yunho oppa wants to have~ >0<~!!!

Ok pwede nyo na kong batukan XD

I watched AI this morning at Qtv 11.
If my Mom was not hoarding the Pc I would have posted this entry right after the broadcast~
It was the battle of the Davids~
I was rooting for Cook and my cousin is rooting Cartoon Network.  PERFECT~!!!
I kept on battling him for the remote, but since he was way younger than me and he's a visitor.
I sank on my side of the sofa and succumbed to defeat.
That was after threatening him....
That I would deffinitely put I whole BAYGON PESTICIDE CHALK inside his aquarium that contains his beloved fighting fish!
If I don't catch the results~!!
I could be so evil if the situation requires it.
Fortunately I was still able to watch some parts of it and the results too.
(LUCKY fish~ )
I saw David Archuleta performing with One Republic.
David Cook performing it with an 80's band that I unfortunately don't know the name.
Jordin Sparks, Carrie Underwood, The Jonas Brothers, George Michael, and The Top 12 belting it out on stage.
After the announcement~ I was O____O YAY~!!!
David Cook is such a good competitor. He even applouded David Archuleta.
I was so close to tears when he sang the final song~
Well I really cried~ man~ how can I be so emotional~
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DC~!!!